So, for the past few months or so, I haven't been drawing or creating much of anything. And I'd like to say that school is partially responsible, but I rarely do anything school-related outside of school, other than AP Calculus. I also wanted to say that it wasall these scholarship applications that my parents want me to do, but I haven't actually DONE very many of them.

So I've narrowed it down to two possible reasons:

1. I hang out with friends EVERY WEEKEND EVER. And don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming them (because that wold be stupid) but I'm blaming myself for neglecting my craft in order to hang out and often not do that much. I guess I need to start weighing pros and cons of going out and not saying "Yes" everytime my friends call. Luckily, summer opens up a lot of possibilities if I will let it.

2. I am hopelessly addicted to the Internet. I will roam my favorite Web sites looking for new material, even though I know for a fact that the partcular Web site only gets updated about every week. I check my Facebook for new notifications even though I just checked five minutes prior. This is a habit I will definitely have to get rid of when I leave for college.

SHIT!!! I'm supposed to be writing an essay right now. Goodbah!